the reflection
I feel like i've taken an old book off the shelf, dusted it off and started reading again only to find i knew exactly where i stopped, and how it felt at that point.
so much has transpired in that gap, yet i can't say it's been too long. if this is in any way a reflection of me and who i am then i wonder.... i wonder if there wld be a difference btwn the person in the mirror, and the person looking into it....i'm probably not articulating my thoughts well and in that process doing no justice to what i'm on about. but to be fair it's still a bit of a muddle in my head.
maybe i shldn;t dust off the old book and continue from where i left off.
maybe i should start a new book. Start on a new page, and tell a new story..
One of strength, positivity..challenges,fears,insecurities and achievements, both big and small. A story of renewal and revelations... and humility. of memories for the past, lessons for the future.. and hope and faith, more than ever before, for the glorious present.
everything is happening just as it should. and for no reason at all, this, i'm sure of.
on a more normal note..i'm glad blogspot autosaves drafts..too many of my precious posts have been lost in cyber space..somewhere in the dark hole between being written and being published. these days one can't take even small joys for granted.
so much has transpired in that gap, yet i can't say it's been too long. if this is in any way a reflection of me and who i am then i wonder.... i wonder if there wld be a difference btwn the person in the mirror, and the person looking into it....i'm probably not articulating my thoughts well and in that process doing no justice to what i'm on about. but to be fair it's still a bit of a muddle in my head.
maybe i shldn;t dust off the old book and continue from where i left off.
maybe i should start a new book. Start on a new page, and tell a new story..
One of strength, positivity..challenges,fears,insecurities and achievements, both big and small. A story of renewal and revelations... and humility. of memories for the past, lessons for the future.. and hope and faith, more than ever before, for the glorious present.
everything is happening just as it should. and for no reason at all, this, i'm sure of.
on a more normal note..i'm glad blogspot autosaves drafts..too many of my precious posts have been lost in cyber space..somewhere in the dark hole between being written and being published. these days one can't take even small joys for granted.

3 Comments:
Your last sentence is my favourite. We can't take even the small joys for granted. Its been hard for me to accept that - I have had to take it with a grain of salt.
Thank you for this passage and for sharing your thoughts.
PS - You should write more - I will definetly read.
Dear Anon,
It's been ages since i revisited this blog or the thought of writing in here again.
Tks for the comments and for reminding me..
I'm hoping to be inspired to continue again soon.
-Epi
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